Friday, July 31, 2015

A man she love

Her eyes with all that spirit. Music to scarcely to attract her. She admires Adam's drawings very much. "Almost driven me wild, with such calmness, such dreadful indifferent. His mind is well informed, his imagination lively, his taste delicate and pure." She shall never see a man whom she can really love. Too early in life to despair of such an happiness. May her destiny be different. With a smile her dearest love could not be dissatisfied.

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Emotion sickness

He burnt all letters. Destroy scrawls. He ruin himself. He did not speak like himself and did not return kindness with any cordiality. Tedium and disgust of life. It was used in smelling manners. The children of any scandals women. A pre romantic. Poor little man. He tought, men's secret hopes in the form of dreams. He actually took the trouble. How could he answer to himself?. Related only by half blood and he dare say who is the next fairies? Sickness. Emotional celebrations beauties with a long romantic poem.

Makna kebebasan

Kegersangan jiwa telah merosak batinnya. Meski zahirnya segar, namun setiap hari dia menjerit kesakitan. Apa sebenarnya yang dikau cari? Ditengah bandar yang penuh cabaran lagi mengharukan. Sehingga terlewat mencari makna kebebasan dalam Islam. Dunia peradaban manusia tidak boleh dibiar bebas untuk membikin onar. Melainkan kebebasan yang telah dipagar hukum.

Sunday, July 26, 2015

The secrecy

Is a muffled scream. His hand covered his ears. Just only need property and power. As a habit of mind. The confrontation of stereotypes. "Come, let's have no secrets!" Two brother also speak up. The secrecy of everything the heart may not enforce with the hand, display with the face or explain with the voice. Promise of secrecy. Silence is often required in the interest of honour and dignity, self survival.I have had all this hanging of my mind. This is hardly surprising that my tears as often strives for composure. Suffers from melancholy low spirits and over fatigues. The soul will abruptly change. Prone to madness and melancholia. Yes, a sensibility no longer controlled by the movements of nature. The sufferer to lanscapes. Madness become possible. Hypocrisy of the most sympathetic. Then, I walked to a window with some bouquet. I see the face full of blood. Lastly, his speaking like a romantic preferring to keep feelings intact and silent inside. Make black appear white. Talk about the house, the style of living. Suddenly I did not hear his words. I thinks of winter and speaks of good. Yeah, driven showers by the wind. More glorious in all glory. Feasts of honey.

Beautiful Milky way

Through the window it was so low in the sky this year. Proving to be yet again very challenging. Its look some pretty dark skies. I waited a bit for the milky way. This is easy to see on a moonless night. Gazing up the delicate arch with the beautiful milky way. It was a crisp clear night. It was very interesting to see night. Sayonara night.


They used to practice I'tikaaf in the late nights. Seek it in, allow that. In the late nights, just only 2 hour of nature sounds per day. Should strive hard in worship should pray, read Quran and make Du'a. Misses blessed night. Should stay up and pray whole night out of faith.

Friday, July 17, 2015

Wishing all Aidilfitri

Assalam everyone, I would like to take this opportunity to wish Aidilfitri for my committee members and to all writers out there. May you guys have a blessed Raya with your love ones and family. Hope you guys have a great Raya this year, do take good care and enjoy the for this Aidilfitri.

A time to forgive and forget

On the morning of Aidilfitri wear the new clothes and go to the mosque to pray. This is a great time to forgive and forget. Thanks to God and we can ask for forgiveness from others. Then, some favorite dishes on this special occasion can make us happy and the relationship can be more closely better than before.

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

If I...would you?

If I play the song once more, would you want to hear me? If I wish to stay by my side once more, would you pleasure me? If I beggin you stand by me once more, would you ever leave me? If I say the words “I love you” once more, would you stay with me? If I cherish the words “I love you” once more, would you stand by me? O..My God..hear me. Almighty knows everything. Bring him in my life. My prayer, my rites of sacrifice, my living and my dying are for You, Lord of the worlds.

Strive with your ability

In the late night sipping my latte I merely thought. Slowly think about me as an individual. Do I make the right decision to get satisfaction in my life? Yes, life is too short to think about things to do or not. But must to find and action the right way without doing everything that wasted our time. How has it been? Everyone? Don't you think the same? Is it something that gets more enjoyable the more you do it? Is it better than your life now or it worsens? Yes, we become today from the way we choosen before. Although I'm not entirely satisfied because not follow my original purpose but I still feel grateful. Doing something that I love and freely throw my ideas. Actually, since childhood, I’ve liked music and composing. So I had a dream of becoming either a songwriter or novelist. But at that time, people around me says become a musician or songwriter is not suitable for me. (Oh.. is it ok like this? Not become a songwriter?) Then, deeply thought and I decided its ok. Then, i continued in the majors in film studies. Yes, its a huge industries that you can explore. When I involve with many premier projects, I've notice that myself actually hate the glamorous field. I do not really like to be too outstanding or noticeable. So, I don’t like being a public figure or involve in film industries. But, in activities as a screenwriter, songwriter, novelist, writer or creative writer is so fun. At the end, I take a challenge to become a journalist and at the same time become a writer.i thought, this way is not to exposed myself directly. Yes, in this field, I feel grateful. Eventhough reporting and writing is not the same way, but I love that. Become a journalist have to report the right fact. And become a writer you can write and throw the ideas according to your own creativity. So , when I think back, we do not need too pursuit of perfection or too planned everything for the sheer satisfaction. But must satisfied with what we've achieved. Strive to do the best with our ability for the future.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015


*Notes: Decoration picture
This way to see a plenty of diamond sand in the paradise island. Very calm surrounded with gardens and grapevines. Many full breasted (companions) of equal age and a full cup. The beautiful of ageless. Other faces, that day, will show pleasure. In an elevated garden, where in they will hear no unsuitable speech. Within it is a flowing spring. Within it are couches raised high. And cups put in place. And cushions lined up. And carpets spread around. Live without feeling hunger forever. The dwellings for inhabitants will be pleasant, with lofty gardens, shady valleys, fountains scented with camphor or ginger; rivers of water, milk, honey and Sharabun Tahoora (pure drink); delicious fruits of all seasons without thorns. One day in paradise is considered equal to a thousand years on earth. Palaces are made from bricks of gold, silver, pearls, among other things. Traditions also note the presence of horses and camels of "dazzling whiteness", along with other creatures. Large trees are described, mountains made of musk, between which rivers flow in valleys of pearl and ruby. You live and never die again, may you be young and never grow feeble again, may you enjoy, and never feel sorrow and regret again. Crystal white, delicious to those who drink (there of), free from intoxication, nor will they suffer intoxication there from. If a person drinks wine in this world, he loses his mind. Women in this world menstruate and give birth, which are sources of pain and hurt. Paradise is free from all of these discomforts. Its people will not urinate, defecate, spit or suffer from catarrh. The wine of Paradise, as described by its Creator. Rivers of water incorruptible; rivers of milk of which the taste never changes. Last but not least, the women of Paradise are pure and free from menstruation, postnatal bleeding and all the other impurities suffered by women in this world, and all are free from stool and feces.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

Find The night of Decree.

The sky so dark. Its rainy in the middle night. This is another chances to stay up and pray the whole night out of faith and hoping for reward from Allah. As to the importance of the night of Decree, it is better than a thousand months. I must find The night of Decree in odd numbered nights during the last ten days of Ramadan. It may be on twenty first, twenty third, twenty fifth, twenty seventh or twenty ninth? Yeah, if i'm too weak and unable to pray for all odd nights, then, I must not let go the last seven nights. Find it Wanna!

Unconditionally love

In this modern society, we can no longer see a pure love does not nitpick and love each other unconditionally. In my observation on these days, people look at the conditions before looking at a person. I am envious that kind of love. This is the simple things in this life.That’s cool, isn’t it? Actually, they look like a painting. However, believe yourself. Choose and think towards your own way.

Friday, July 10, 2015

Servants in the last 10 nights

The plants are sprouting.This day is really something. I'm walking along with some bouquets. Never stop zikr. Don't want people to know. Its look like moon shadow. Yes..I'm looking to the moon hoping that people I love looking for the same moon. Then, we'll keep smiling even in sad and hard times. This happiness for the coming of winter in my life. And of course, its so good to see everyone happy. Fascinating moonlight. By you side there was always be me. Yeah, its a superb view. But I'm always thinking. Whose shoulders I can rest weary and heavy heads in times of stress. Feel the pain? What can I do to fix this? I need him more than the milky way needs the sky. This night is really something. Must stay up at night. Must beggin' God to hear my cry, hear my prayer. In prayer out of faith and in the hope of reward, You will be forgiven my previous sins. You are All Forgiving and You love forgiveness so forgive me. Giving me a lifetime full of worships and reward within one night time.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Represents love.

Shows strong belief. It is hard to signifies that you are single? Pointing out direction towards a goal so its giving courage. Increase the level of closeness friendship. Then, increase concentration for people who are about to do something important. Discover the eagerness for success and stability. Signify success. Represents love. Eternal love. Send signals directly toward your heart. Wasn't your dream come true? Just accepting new opportunities and life changes. Then you can accomplishing your goals.