Sunday, December 13, 2015

Welstanchaung


I wish the wind would carry a change
whispering wind
There's no more..
Heart of Gold
Power of Wind
Silence of Gold.
But the wind keeps blowing the stamp away from them.
To carry someone or something away.
The leaves blew away on the autumn winds.
When the gold sun shines on the lush greenery
when the west wind moves.


Heavenly Delights




Your name like a wind

Its pretty refreshing

Calming my heart

Like heavenly delights

Makes me forgot that I was still caught in time during the two days night.

Venus disappear behind the moon.

Come back night with the moon they restored.


Monday, December 7, 2015

Appreciating day



Beautiful day.
Focus.
No pain.
No heartache.
No disappointment.
Being unique is better.
Sculpting in time.
In the sky dream.

Bunga biru.



Cahaya mentari lembut mula menyinar perlahan-lahan.
Mentari pagi itu hanya boleh dilihat selepas kita tersesat.
Dan cahayanya telah membawamu kepadaku.
Di laluan ini langkah tidak akan pernah berhenti.
Seperti kedalaman laut yang terbentang luas.
Berhidup, mengais kebahagiaan,
di kedalaman hitam yang mengharukan.
Ya, bunga-bunga biru itu juga mula berubah warna.
Menantikan mata penuh harapan,
berlalu dalam perjalanan yang mengerikan.
Mata misteri yang mengimpikan bunga biru.
Pekan dan sungai ini tidak pernah berubah sama sekali.
Dan, perasaanku ketika ini masih sama.
Rasa cinta pada hembusan angin lembut
dan bauan segar yang membawa sakura terbang seiringan.
Mataku mula memerdekaan perjalanan.
Tidak mahu membayangkan hari-hari akhir yang bertambah parah.
Hanya mahu menghabiskannya dengan tenteram.
Aku masih suka langit biru, dan kepekatan malam ditempat ini.
Akanku berikan padamu semua bintang yang memenuhi langit.
Lihat! langit malam menyapa mesra dan memelukmu.
Akan berlalu satu lagi hari,
dimana matahari terbenam bersama hujan yang merintih, menangis.
Dikala ribut mendatang
kau tidak akan pernah bersendirian, percayalah!.
Bagaikan perjalanan lautan mimpi, terbang kita menuju bulan.
Realitinya menghantui setiap detik dan waktu.
Pungguk, tetapkan matamu di sebelah sini.
Lihatlah warna berbeza melalui fasa-fasa bulan itu.
Bulan yang penuh.
Bulan purnama yang sangat indah.
Walau kehilangan harapan
Kita masih mampu tersenyum.
Mampu berhidup dengan semangat itu.
Ya, inilah tempat kesukaanku.
Tempat yang kupilih untuk mendayung sampan.
Tempat yang mampu membuatku bertambah kuat.
Tempat yang masih seperti dulu membuai perasaan yang sama di setiap waktu.


Thursday, November 12, 2015

Ku mohon

Wahai Allah.
Ku mohon...
bersihkanlah,
keluarkanlah,
musnahkanlah,
binasakanlah,
hancurkanlah segala jisim kejahatan iblis, syaitan, jin, bunian, syaitan manusia, polong, pleset, hantu raya, saka, badi manusia, badi binatang, roh roh yang jahat, sihir sri muka, sihir penunduk, sihir pengasih, lelaki dan perempuan yang jahat yang mengkhianati diriku.
Ampunilah dosa-dosaku. Amin, Ya rabb.


LAILLAHAILLALLAH MUHAMMADURRASULULLAH.


Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Kudengar jantungmu



Bernafas dalam udara yang sama di tempat yang sama.
Aku masih ingat banyak perkara.
Menghabiskan masa duka.
Ia sudah lama ku buang jauh.
Hanya mengambil ingatan yang baik.
Kita gembira setiap masa.
Membentuk hubungan.
Pertemuan.
Sekali lagi, jatuh cinta.
Kemudian, berkahwin dengan orang yang kamu benar-benar taksub dengannya.
Oh, itu sememangnya impian semua manusia.
Malam ini, melagu kesunyian yang janggal.
Kita bersama-sama mengejar cahaya malam.
Hasratku adalah satu.
Simbol cinta.
Sumpah dan airmata.
Jantung yang melakar namamu.
Bersama cahaya yang memenuhi langit.
Tanpa pudar ia bersinar setiap masa.
Lembayung rimbun menutupi jalan.
Memberi laluan teduhan buat kita.
Segalanya berwarna seperti pelangi.
Beritahu aku bila tiba musim ini.
Musim yang dapat mengubah perasaan kita.
Aku mahu selamanya begini.
Menikmati harum udara bunga.
Tidak mahu masa ini berlalu.
Aku mahu lagi disini.
Melihat matamu.
Mata yang punya syurga.
Menatap senyumanmu yang mekar di langit.
Seperti matahari emas yang bercahaya.
Aku mahu masa berhenti selama-lamanya.
Mengikat jiwa kita bersama-sama.
Berjalan bersama-sama melalui kehidupan.
Kudengar jantungmu membisikkan rasa.
Bagaikan kuasa angin yang terus bertiup mengalun kaut, membuai rasa.
Seperti wangian bunga meniup dunia membawa ke angin di musim luruh.
Dan, hijau yang mencipta rasa kedamaian yang pernah hilang.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Equus


Bulan baru.
Bunga tumbuh memerahi tanah.
Kucuba dongak ke langit.
Biarpun biru tidak berawan.
Sudahpun menjadi aturan tuhan.
Aku melihat jauh ke dalam mata kuda liar.
Mata yang bercahaya.
Mendamai seketika biarpun ada hitam menabiri.
Oh tuhan jika ini takdir.
Buka semula daun pintu.
Biarkan hangat darah menembusi relung jiwa.
Biarkan menjadi teman dampingan.
Tindan kait jantungku, jantungmu.
Kita di lautan bergelombang.
bot laju yang tidak tahu penghujungnya.
Menyerah segalanya padaMu.
Sehingga diam kaku, tubuhku.

Sunday, November 8, 2015

My Destiny



I just been blindly accepting.
With nobody lifting a finger, that the spirit wrapped up in the kindness of people.
Your smile is the most important thing to me.
If I said that I like you then there's a feeling that something would end.
I started feeling uneasy after knowing a lot of people.
Just walk and keep walking on my own feet.
There's no difference between good and bad feeling.
Like you can't move forward without using your own feet.
A path swaying in the wind.
Hitting that wall prove's you're progressing forward.
It's like a wall you have to get the next stage.
You will be swallowed by the burden in you heart.
Oh this winter.
The beautiful season.
I'm just waiting for flowers to bloom.
Good things are always beautiful.
The train heads towards an unknown destination.
Depends of my destiny.
Yes, there's happiness and sadness.

Thursday, October 22, 2015

Biarlah lagumana pun!

Kejadian hari ini.

Aku tersentak bilamana ada yang mempertikai atau mahu mengehadkan satu- satu karya. Bagi aku sesebuah karya atau penulisan itu (tak kiralah senikata lagu, puisi, cerpen, novel dsb) adalah kreativiti biarpun bagaimana cara mereka memuntahkannya. Biarlah juga dengan cara bagaimana sekalipun mereka mengolah tulisan itu menggunakan semantik dan semiotik. Asalkan tidak merogol satu-satu bahasa. Segalanya didasari kreativiti. Biarkan penulisan mereka berkisar apa. Samada si penulis melalui sendiri pengalaman itu atau hanya sekadar berimaginasi untuk bermain dengan bahasa. Semua itu tidak nampak salahnya. Kedangkalan itu membuatkan kita nampak bodoh! Ia adalah satu olahan seni yang tidak layak dipertikai sesiapa. Bagi aku apa yang penting setiap bait perkataan itu dapat dirasa pembaca. Itu sudah cukup membuatkan si penulis berjaya menyampaikan kreativitinya menerusi penulisan kreatif. Bagiku, karya itu tidak perlu terlalu suci atau murni bahasa atau semantiknya, tetapi cukup untuk menggetarkan jantung si pembaca. Titik.


Sunday, October 4, 2015

Winter


Winter is here.
Southern, warmer location.
Beauty of the winter season.
Plants become acclimated.
A frozen lake in the winter.
Frozen all the way.
I had enjoyable time of year.
Gazing at your innocent eyes.
Calming my heart.
Everyone need move to warmer.
A dramatic impact on the lives.
Like a light and the strength on earth.
This time is second new moon in the winter.
One of the warmest winters.
Do you feel it?
Everybody holding hand without glove.
Ooo wait for five week cold spell bottomed out.
My dear, don't scared of the symptom headache, fever, muscle pains, sinus infection, fatigue, dizziness, cough, loss of appetite.
It become worsen when you think about it.
Come. Just "sleep" during winter and only come out when the warm weather returns.


Looking for you


Two soul in the misery train.
The mysterious train carried haunted.
Under the sea.
Under the mountain.
Tunnel are too shortest to past through a mountain.
A very long journey.
Opening the door to a new world.
Train speed limit just like a cars in highway.
I hold tied my guitar.
Everybody are asleep.
But i must stay wide awake.
Scared. Never wake up again.
Sleeper cars running over and over. Try going to the dining cars
Many little bedroom on wheels.
Eat and drink just like middle age act.
My pictures came out grainy.
Landing lights on and moving more.
Wash out the lit moon.
Any advice would be apreciated.
I can hear you voice it so clear
With a transparent voice, wrapped softly.
Beautiful husky voice.
Like a soft breeze, so calming my heart.
Sweet soften voice in my heart.
Gazing at the acoustic guitar.
Ending of composing.
Lives become a little happier.
A fresh mood.
Perfect.
Breathing in the crisp air.
Sleep with a nice feeling.
Are there locks on all doors?
I just wanted to let you know that over this past year.
Writing a secret letter, lighten the mood and help me a lot.
I will keep this pain.
Still keep my eyes strained looking for you.
I just want to embracing you with happily.
Don't want you to be sad.
Just want you to be happy.
Always want to make you happy.
Yes, never let you know about this sadness.

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Singing sand dunes


In the singing sand
Wind passing over dunes.
Lay down on the sand.
In every grains of sand it looks like waving.
Still roaring..In dunes.
You and me in the singing sand of dunes.
Feeling calm in the natural sound the song of dunes.
The low pitch and rumble sound of sand still catch my ears.
I heard singing beach too. I smell the beach in Odashi.
You and me at dry sand.
The sand will singing, squeaking and whistling for us.
I just want to close my eyes feel this moment again and again.
Want to stop this moment.
The friction of grain against grain.
The mystery of booming sand dunes.

Friday, September 25, 2015

Evil games


Water more than a mile wide.
I'm in the narrow mouth of the loch over a rocky shelf.
Gazing the two rivers join.
Water flow. Is often narrow and deep.
Water flows over and over again.
I close my eyes and get slapped
I heard the voice through the wind.
Yes. I don't need a night yet I want time to stop forever.
I won’t wake up from this dream.
I want to melt in your sweet, embraced in your scent.
I’ll head for tomorrow without turning back.
Look at me, I’m not afraid anymore. But, I cannot laugh any more.
I heard the same things over and over.
Must sleeping by now without thinking anymore.
Oh. Sleepless night. Under the moon, an evil game starts.
Unforgivable acts, everybody were smiling to me.
Peace was gone. I'm running freely.
Here a man with blurry eyes. Hey man, believe me I will show to you the stars.
I have to shared my intensity of my own secret.
Because I never learn an evil game.
Do not telling lies when politeness required.
Because this affected your bright eyes, eager and full of wayward spirit.
Broke down many virtues and suffered sorrows.


Apa yang ada padaku

Apa yang ada padaku adalah sebuah kemala tinggalan nenek.
Ya, barangkali aku tidak miskin. Biarpun rumah nenek sudah disodok bandaraya.
Karyaku juga sudah hancur ditelan lori angkut.
Tiada apa lagi yang tinggal. Hanya kenangan bersama nenek.
Aku tidak miskin. Ya, sekali lagi, aku tidak miskin.
Usahaku hanya menapak dan melaku kerja dengan tulang empat kerat ini.
Namun, cuma lelah, setelah ketiadaan nenek. Nenek yang banyak beri semangat padaku. Apa yang ada padaku hanya sekujur tubuh yang masih diberikan nikmat.
Akalku terkadangnya menjadi buntu, terlewat refleksinya. Ia adalah kerana pemikiranku yang sudah usang, seusang rupa dan pakaianku.
Aku tidak mampu lagi melakar kata hingga langit tinggi.
Cukup, cukuplah disergah ngauman singa. Aku tak dapat berlari lagi.
Namun, kaki ini masih mampu berjalan dan tidak akan pernah berhenti.



Aku hanya punya

Aku hanya punya
sekeping hati yang jalang.

Aku hanya punya tulang-tulang, sendi-sendi lemah dan uban yang mulai memutih.

Aku hanya punya sebuah pendengaran yang lokek dan lidah yang bacul.

Sudahpun aku mengkufuri nikmat yang diberiNya setiap detik yang berdetak. Malu aku malu. Malu berdepan pencipta jagat raya yang menguasai semesta dan hari pembalasan.

Ya, hari yang masih bersisa. Aku yang tidak tahu apa-apa lagi selain menadah tangan menunggu rentapan ajalku.


Sunday, September 20, 2015

Cinta si pendosa



Romanya saja sudah kukenal
Dia, si penjilat tubuh perempuan muda beraksi berahi.
Kebanyakan yang terpedaya adalah perempuan yang masuk dalam kategori 'Playmate'.
Dia yang hanya menilai dan terus membujuk, lagi dan lagi.
Dalam kehidupan peribadinya, banyak perkara yang sakit di hati.
Tidak dapat laku apa untuk lepaskan tekanan.
Cuma mahu sederetan perempuan. Itu sudah cukup mengujakan.
Perempuan yang sememangnya perempuan. Ya, bodoh! (Maaf pada kaum sejenisku yang tidak berkaitan).
Dia lelaki yang kagum dengan prinsip seorang novelis tak guna, yang berkata 'usia bukanlah penghalang untuk terus berpetualang mempermainkan cinta'.
Hal itu baginya benar-benar berkesan.
Dia bersorak, tergiur menikmati kemewahan bersama wanita-wanita cantik yang punya rahsia kehidupan tersendiri.
Yang sedihnya, mereka terus merelakan kepada sang buaya yang punya 'senjata' penaklukan.
Oiiii!!! Barangkali jika mati hidup semula juga kau akan terlupa saat menjadi salah satu angka 'korbannya'.
Bahlul. Meladeni lagi, lagi dan lagi. Ia bukan belasan namun, puluhan gadis yang tidak tahu erti apa-apa.
Gampang saja sekali lagi aku katakan sebagai bodoh.
Kamar itu adalah penempatan yang tidak banyak orang tahu. Gadis koleksi terbiar bersama kebodohan.
Wahai wanita dan gadis belasan!
Kau yang sedang berserakan bergelut pada dunia. Janganlah dikau mara. Kebodohan dan naifmu akan terundang ajakan lidah bercabang. Kau akan mati melayani hasratnya.
Baginya biar bergegar bumi ini dia akan terus berlarutan pada aktiviti itu sambil menggelarkannya sebagai cinta biarpun seusai 100 tahun.

Cinta yang baginya tidak mempengaruhi fisik dengan cara yang sama. Tapi boleh membuatkannya menjadi sesuatu yang sangat obsesif. 

Once in a blue moon. 



A moon looks blue.
Nice but hurting fun.
You! feel guilty of dishonesty?
I come in to smoke-dimmed skies.
Only me through the night.
Seeing the beauty sleeps of man with long hair.
To me you're so dear.
Like a rocker of the samurai era.
How sweet and innocent you were.
I keep sleeping and get slapped.
Darkest skies.
With fewer of the big dark.
Still not gotten plenty of light.
Even though all stars are falling in the absence of light.
Its looks like darkest potential here. Still.
The billions of other personalities, disappear when crossing into a land.
Ah..I dont want think too much about that.
I just want to see the good in people even the darkness on the edge of town.
It can makes people change.
Again? Change to what? Vampire? Oh no. Just imagine liberate the fairies now.
At a nearby mountain.
He becomes the light.
Are you always see the features?
No matter how you look at the moon you always seeing the same darkest.
If anything happen.
What on the other side of the moon.
Where is the blue moon?
Something mysterious and unknown.
Can't see the man with long hair again.
Black still expand of space.
Moon faces the cold.
People always to jump to the wrong conclusion.
The dark are much less confusing.
Just fly me to the blue moon.
Kings of the kasanova woke up.
Oh. Life is a bitch.
Many lies of a murderer.
But don't scared because we'll all soon be dead.


Saturday, September 12, 2015

Betrayal



Deep looking in the green area.

Asking why and why.

The waterfall was as if tears were abundant.

Gravity pulls people to dip into it.

Like a lost cause.

Betrayal after betrayal.

Anyone can betray and betrayed.

Another unforgivable betrayal.

Yes, the world is full of treachery.

Hence, world become tears blood flood.



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Untruthfulness.



I was stabbed. This time, l dont want to moved away into the sky. Because my wings are broken. And I realized where i came from. Its origin from the ground. And I just want to lie down on the ground and saw the sky. Seek and stretching the truth. Yes, easiness of people laughter. Easiness of people change. Dismissing feelings. He did this like one million times already! Harmless lie. A false impression. Become arrogant and perverts the truth. To tell the world what is white lie cleverly. Again and again. Probably want to be lead again to falsehoods. And now, he must laughter like craziest. Being satisfied become a very dangerous little person. Bullshit! Such as poker. It looks like sketching a shadow lie but looks the line. Hey, just want to make you know if it is a shit it is still a shit. It will not change the look, shape and smell. I kept your white lies. My heart seems so calm. Good. Just realize the tone of voice and emphatic body language. But, you lost find the door to my trust. From the beginning is a fraud. So much misleading, inaccurate, and false. Using sarcasm. No other words. But, no trust one more again! Its so pathetic when the victim already possesses. The bright turn to darkest. So much fear this night. I woke up. A good morning to the end. Won't trust anyone again. Now, just do it. Like your habit, just tell another lie, again and again. Lie amongst your lies. Like the chameleons changes.



Monday, September 7, 2015

All Year Around Falling in Love - Words: Hyde Music: Hyde

I'll give you a flower when the spring comes but if summer comes let's go see the pretty fireworks open a door that's been shut for so long I'm getting attracted to you a little miraculously Just love isn't enough. All year round falling in love When fall comes around I'll chase my dreams If I'm with you I can go anywhere destroy my shell in the inferno spread my wings high, and gather the wind If I'm with you I can go anywhere. I'm getting attracted to you a little miraculously Just love isn't enough All year round falling in love Always falling in love it is a destiny! Are you feeling the same ? Are you sharing the faith ? It was a fine wintry day. Remember when I met you All year around falling in love goodbye gravity, I'm free  spread my wings high, and gather the wind If I'm with you I can go anywhere. I'm getting attracted to you a little miraculously Just love isn't enough All year round falling in love It was a fine winter day All year around falling in love

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

My Dear

Real faith, my dear, is waiting for me. Real love, my dear, is hard to find. My heart flutters. I'm still close with you. Because I feel you in me. Deep. Will you please thought me the way to the sky I'll keep these memories. Come here the most beautiful bride feast of sea. With your wave hook wing

A moment to realize

Alone in the congestion blue. Watching the stone with teary. Hear your voice through the wind. Along the surface. Asking me about some bouquet. Without realizing that I’m lost. Searching for the truth. My reflection surface through the window train. I close my eyes, take a deep breath and say, I know this is Almighty plan.

Friday, July 31, 2015

A man she love

Her eyes with all that spirit. Music to scarcely to attract her. She admires Adam's drawings very much. "Almost driven me wild, with such calmness, such dreadful indifferent. His mind is well informed, his imagination lively, his taste delicate and pure." She shall never see a man whom she can really love. Too early in life to despair of such an happiness. May her destiny be different. With a smile her dearest love could not be dissatisfied.

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Emotion sickness

He burnt all letters. Destroy scrawls. He ruin himself. He did not speak like himself and did not return kindness with any cordiality. Tedium and disgust of life. It was used in smelling manners. The children of any scandals women. A pre romantic. Poor little man. He tought, men's secret hopes in the form of dreams. He actually took the trouble. How could he answer to himself?. Related only by half blood and he dare say who is the next fairies? Sickness. Emotional celebrations beauties with a long romantic poem.

Makna kebebasan

Kegersangan jiwa telah merosak batinnya. Meski zahirnya segar, namun setiap hari dia menjerit kesakitan. Apa sebenarnya yang dikau cari? Ditengah bandar yang penuh cabaran lagi mengharukan. Sehingga terlewat mencari makna kebebasan dalam Islam. Dunia peradaban manusia tidak boleh dibiar bebas untuk membikin onar. Melainkan kebebasan yang telah dipagar hukum.

Sunday, July 26, 2015

The secrecy

Is a muffled scream. His hand covered his ears. Just only need property and power. As a habit of mind. The confrontation of stereotypes. "Come, let's have no secrets!" Two brother also speak up. The secrecy of everything the heart may not enforce with the hand, display with the face or explain with the voice. Promise of secrecy. Silence is often required in the interest of honour and dignity, self survival.I have had all this hanging of my mind. This is hardly surprising that my tears as often strives for composure. Suffers from melancholy low spirits and over fatigues. The soul will abruptly change. Prone to madness and melancholia. Yes, a sensibility no longer controlled by the movements of nature. The sufferer to lanscapes. Madness become possible. Hypocrisy of the most sympathetic. Then, I walked to a window with some bouquet. I see the face full of blood. Lastly, his speaking like a romantic preferring to keep feelings intact and silent inside. Make black appear white. Talk about the house, the style of living. Suddenly I did not hear his words. I thinks of winter and speaks of good. Yeah, driven showers by the wind. More glorious in all glory. Feasts of honey.

Beautiful Milky way

Through the window it was so low in the sky this year. Proving to be yet again very challenging. Its look some pretty dark skies. I waited a bit for the milky way. This is easy to see on a moonless night. Gazing up the delicate arch with the beautiful milky way. It was a crisp clear night. It was very interesting to see night. Sayonara night.

I'tikaaf

They used to practice I'tikaaf in the late nights. Seek it in, allow that. In the late nights, just only 2 hour of nature sounds per day. Should strive hard in worship should pray, read Quran and make Du'a. Misses blessed night. Should stay up and pray whole night out of faith.

Friday, July 17, 2015

Wishing all Aidilfitri

Assalam everyone, I would like to take this opportunity to wish Aidilfitri for my committee members and to all writers out there. May you guys have a blessed Raya with your love ones and family. Hope you guys have a great Raya this year, do take good care and enjoy the for this Aidilfitri.

A time to forgive and forget

On the morning of Aidilfitri wear the new clothes and go to the mosque to pray. This is a great time to forgive and forget. Thanks to God and we can ask for forgiveness from others. Then, some favorite dishes on this special occasion can make us happy and the relationship can be more closely better than before.

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

If I...would you?

If I play the song once more, would you want to hear me? If I wish to stay by my side once more, would you pleasure me? If I beggin you stand by me once more, would you ever leave me? If I say the words “I love you” once more, would you stay with me? If I cherish the words “I love you” once more, would you stand by me? O..My God..hear me. Almighty knows everything. Bring him in my life. My prayer, my rites of sacrifice, my living and my dying are for You, Lord of the worlds.

Strive with your ability

In the late night sipping my latte I merely thought. Slowly think about me as an individual. Do I make the right decision to get satisfaction in my life? Yes, life is too short to think about things to do or not. But must to find and action the right way without doing everything that wasted our time. How has it been? Everyone? Don't you think the same? Is it something that gets more enjoyable the more you do it? Is it better than your life now or it worsens? Yes, we become today from the way we choosen before. Although I'm not entirely satisfied because not follow my original purpose but I still feel grateful. Doing something that I love and freely throw my ideas. Actually, since childhood, I’ve liked music and composing. So I had a dream of becoming either a songwriter or novelist. But at that time, people around me says become a musician or songwriter is not suitable for me. (Oh.. is it ok like this? Not become a songwriter?) Then, deeply thought and I decided its ok. Then, i continued in the majors in film studies. Yes, its a huge industries that you can explore. When I involve with many premier projects, I've notice that myself actually hate the glamorous field. I do not really like to be too outstanding or noticeable. So, I don’t like being a public figure or involve in film industries. But, in activities as a screenwriter, songwriter, novelist, writer or creative writer is so fun. At the end, I take a challenge to become a journalist and at the same time become a writer.i thought, this way is not to exposed myself directly. Yes, in this field, I feel grateful. Eventhough reporting and writing is not the same way, but I love that. Become a journalist have to report the right fact. And become a writer you can write and throw the ideas according to your own creativity. So , when I think back, we do not need too pursuit of perfection or too planned everything for the sheer satisfaction. But must satisfied with what we've achieved. Strive to do the best with our ability for the future.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Paradise

*Notes: Decoration picture
This way to see a plenty of diamond sand in the paradise island. Very calm surrounded with gardens and grapevines. Many full breasted (companions) of equal age and a full cup. The beautiful of ageless. Other faces, that day, will show pleasure. In an elevated garden, where in they will hear no unsuitable speech. Within it is a flowing spring. Within it are couches raised high. And cups put in place. And cushions lined up. And carpets spread around. Live without feeling hunger forever. The dwellings for inhabitants will be pleasant, with lofty gardens, shady valleys, fountains scented with camphor or ginger; rivers of water, milk, honey and Sharabun Tahoora (pure drink); delicious fruits of all seasons without thorns. One day in paradise is considered equal to a thousand years on earth. Palaces are made from bricks of gold, silver, pearls, among other things. Traditions also note the presence of horses and camels of "dazzling whiteness", along with other creatures. Large trees are described, mountains made of musk, between which rivers flow in valleys of pearl and ruby. You live and never die again, may you be young and never grow feeble again, may you enjoy, and never feel sorrow and regret again. Crystal white, delicious to those who drink (there of), free from intoxication, nor will they suffer intoxication there from. If a person drinks wine in this world, he loses his mind. Women in this world menstruate and give birth, which are sources of pain and hurt. Paradise is free from all of these discomforts. Its people will not urinate, defecate, spit or suffer from catarrh. The wine of Paradise, as described by its Creator. Rivers of water incorruptible; rivers of milk of which the taste never changes. Last but not least, the women of Paradise are pure and free from menstruation, postnatal bleeding and all the other impurities suffered by women in this world, and all are free from stool and feces.

Sunday, July 12, 2015

Find The night of Decree.

The sky so dark. Its rainy in the middle night. This is another chances to stay up and pray the whole night out of faith and hoping for reward from Allah. As to the importance of the night of Decree, it is better than a thousand months. I must find The night of Decree in odd numbered nights during the last ten days of Ramadan. It may be on twenty first, twenty third, twenty fifth, twenty seventh or twenty ninth? Yeah, if i'm too weak and unable to pray for all odd nights, then, I must not let go the last seven nights. Find it Wanna!

Unconditionally love

In this modern society, we can no longer see a pure love does not nitpick and love each other unconditionally. In my observation on these days, people look at the conditions before looking at a person. I am envious that kind of love. This is the simple things in this life.That’s cool, isn’t it? Actually, they look like a painting. However, believe yourself. Choose and think towards your own way.

Friday, July 10, 2015

Servants in the last 10 nights

The plants are sprouting.This day is really something. I'm walking along with some bouquets. Never stop zikr. Don't want people to know. Its look like moon shadow. Yes..I'm looking to the moon hoping that people I love looking for the same moon. Then, we'll keep smiling even in sad and hard times. This happiness for the coming of winter in my life. And of course, its so good to see everyone happy. Fascinating moonlight. By you side there was always be me. Yeah, its a superb view. But I'm always thinking. Whose shoulders I can rest weary and heavy heads in times of stress. Feel the pain? What can I do to fix this? I need him more than the milky way needs the sky. This night is really something. Must stay up at night. Must beggin' God to hear my cry, hear my prayer. In prayer out of faith and in the hope of reward, You will be forgiven my previous sins. You are All Forgiving and You love forgiveness so forgive me. Giving me a lifetime full of worships and reward within one night time.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Represents love.

Shows strong belief. It is hard to signifies that you are single? Pointing out direction towards a goal so its giving courage. Increase the level of closeness friendship. Then, increase concentration for people who are about to do something important. Discover the eagerness for success and stability. Signify success. Represents love. Eternal love. Send signals directly toward your heart. Wasn't your dream come true? Just accepting new opportunities and life changes. Then you can accomplishing your goals.

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Writing is good

Lately, I interested in antagonist role. And i think how would me tackle readers. I would like try writing the role of a spiteful psycho. On the outside, she/he looks like a very nice person but if you get to know him, he’s a mysterious psycho. At present, I can only imagine it and I think it will be fun. I like music too and try to composing...but its quit hard because Im lazy and dont like arranging. Because of that I always cant finish my song. How pitiful. But when it comes to writing, there are many things to feel about it and it’s good. I merely thought, “eventhough my novel does not work out then I have to try again. It doesn’t mean that if you cannot do this, then you won’t be getting this.

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Various emotions

I’ve seen in the news when people walk for exercise at the national park, it seems very interesting. The atmosphere is so wonderful. Deeply thought, everybody must take care a good health. Well, anybody who's turning 30? Hmm..now im asking..how much that we thought about the life we live? “How many times do you look up at the sky each day?” "How many times you read tafsir, books or articles? Think about it. Then, you will get the answer. You will have a good opportunity to think about the various emotions of life’s experiences.

The Song

Kuala Lumpur december 2014, with 3 hours left until the new year, in the midnight, Setapak always still the same. Packed with people. Im driving to chalet Port Dickson. I'd love to see the ocean again. Hoping the new year will be a happy one. Then, I saw him. Isn't fate mysterious? Here is the latest song from full hopes and dreams.

Friday, June 19, 2015

The answer

He was always became like this after a trip. Adam ran out. Theres a skinny women looked away. She tried to avoid Adam gaze. She knows him from dejavu. It hurt. It pathetic too.This was the true colour Adam. This darker side of him. The kindness was just another mask. "If you feel in vain, let them go!" skinny women shouting. “What do I want you to say? Say Adam. "Close you eyes when the winter fall, then you can find the answer!" ask skinny women. "Ac choo.." goes Adam.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

A moment In Thailand


Finally, I took my friend to one of the best place to see their culture and the beach. Which is the most famous beach in Thailand. Right after we entered the beach, my friend got excited by the wonderful sounds of beach. It was refreshing to see my friend happy faces all day long. I love this beach. To me, Koh Samui looks like a lot of teeth. Walking staight to the beach. Then decided to walking along the street across the beach. My eyes were caught by some souvenir postal cards at shoplots.I take 19 different with a nice scenery of Koh Samui. Spread in the large banqueting hall of the hotel and made a very pretty sight. Here I had my first introduction to Thai cooking and drinks. Im very hungry and here it became necessary for me. Bring into use for the first time the little Thai I knew in order to find fantastic for coffee and some ruji's food I could get. That one can be reasonably I guess. This, my first meal in Thailand, cost me a bath, a price which I have learned to divide by two, with good results.

Love concept

He sticking out his tongue! Is he also had a sense of humor?Maybe to be imitating. Deeply thought..it is gesture that street walking prostitutes use to signal. Ah...whatever! I think his charm was dazzling. The woman who marries him is a very blessed woman. He is really an attractive guy. "Honey...what kind of charm a man are you?" In my eyes, he has an achromatic charm. His personality is colorful like rainbows in a drawing paper, he seem like an idealist person who can fuse in strong points. Innocent by day, sexy everytime. Yeah..this kind of stuff. It’s good if he has a modern appearance but that is not all that I will be looking for. Firstly, the most important thing is the family environment. A person who receives a lot of love from his family is good. When looking for love, that is a very important element. In one way for another, children will be heavily influenced by their parents. My concept of love and relationship with the opposite sex will also seem to change. After experiencing such an intense love, my view on love would have also changed! Love…it’s difficult. It’s tough. Though you may have decided on it, you may not have it your way. The thing that is more difficult that work is love. If you do meet someone you really love, give your everything. Just go for it.Become naturally giving your all…that is love.

Saturday, May 23, 2015

I'm happy

The weather seems dark. The rain is falling. Yeah, I like this kind of weather. Then, myself will share a cup of coffee and a bowl of ramen. lodging and fell into deep thoughts while having a cup of coffee, so I could not sleep and felt tired the following day. To put it precisely, I feel inadequate in the things which I’m doing. The environment which had forced you to mature ahead of your age. And..people’s behavior is very different depending on the age. Someone who will read another person’s expressions. To put it in a nice way, it means I look at situations and read people’s expressions. I think it’s necessary to use the way I look at others to also look at myself. If I had invested a little bit more in myself, I would have found the ways to be happy. Though, I may not have lived for a long time, I lived my life thinking that I am living it the right way. I was confident and adamant in the life I was living. Writing helped me a lot. It was the time when I was writing poetry. In the midst of a restless heart, I found a certain degree of comfort in writing. While writing that poetry, I was able to feel lighthearted. Writing poetry to me,was a piece of work which gave me pleasure and confidence. Yeah..i want to keep questioning..If you could go back to the past, how would you live for yourself? I believed that when I see someone else being happy, that is happiness to me.The aroma of nostalgia. I am happy these days. The right way to put it instead of saying that I’m happy is that I feel peaceful. I have put down many things and I am giving up on or letting go of many things.

White Feathers

白い羽根が舞いおちる部屋の中で彼は絵を画く 眺めのよい窓は閉ざしたまま 鳥の絵を 部屋のすみには足をつながれた鳥が 必死に羽ばたき 彼はそれを悲しげに見つめては 彼女に想いをはせて Will you please tell me the way to the sky すぐそばに今存るのに Will you please tell me the way to the sky 遠のいて行く とどかないもっと高く …今が昼なのか夜なのかさえ解らない… 幾つもの夜を越えて ふいに彼は重い窓を開けた 太陽と風が部屋に広がり 彼を外へつれ去った Will you please tell me the way to the sky 舞い・がる 風の中 Will you please tell me the way to the sky 閉ざしたまま 羽根は広がらず落ちて行く It look like white feathers 少しの歪みの後に全てを知る 叶わぬ事をWill you please tell me the way to the sky すぐそばに存るのに Will you please tell me the way to the sky 指先さえ ふれられない Will you please tell me the way to the sky ・の鳥のように この地につながれている Will you please tell me the way to the sky ・・ 空は何も変わらず そこにいた

My Dear

Menaiki dan menuruni kapal angkut. Dari Januari hingga Disember. Ia berulang dan tetaplah berulang pada setiap tahun. Menunggu dia dari musim sejuk sehingga musim luruh yang kering. Pada setiap kalinya menunggu dan mencari. Walaupun pada setiap kalinya aku berusaha mencari namun masih tidak menemuinya. Dan sehingga kini tiada lawatan dan percutian. Malah, disini juga sudah tiada tempat menarik untuk dilewati. Ya, aku hanya ingin ke Osaka bersamanya. Bersantai di pulau dan berpacaran di pinggiran sungai kuno di bandar Jepun. Ah..kepedihan ini tidak akan pernah berakhir. Dan sekiranya aku menemuinya, kepedihan ini tidak akan pernah ditunjukkan. Ya, sayangku..semoga bertemu dihujung waktu.

Saturday, May 9, 2015

Heartwarming support

Time is really something that passes by so fast. Recently, I have finished my script and I am now preparing for my upcoming novels. I hope you will also give lots of support! Thank you. To all my friend, (writers)...we, more than anyone, we’ve walked on the rough road together. More than any other writers, more than anyone, and we’ve spent a hard time, on the other hand we’re strong. It was really hard, we’re always branded as swords but YES, FIGHTING all the way!!!

Friday, May 1, 2015

Learn

Im with a cup smelling hard dark coffee. Still. So cold in the rain. It's get my heart injured. But never fear. Just be safe and healthy. Eat well, rest easy, sleep peacefully. And you? Are you enjoying yourself? How it is? Still trolling again? Oh...the conclusion..In the name of Allah, stop asking, arguments and fighting. But, learn how to love and understand each other.

To feel peace

After 4 to 7 years of wandering, life is becoming more pleasing. In the early days of my younger life, I tasted success but it was a very difficult process. I did not have time. From then on, I had a strong will to earn money so life was dull. Now, I tried looking for something which I could comfortably enjoy and tried to feel the peace. This is life. Everything must goes to Allah. And i believe in him. He kept the promise!

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Train trip

When the hearts still have the love where to thrown away? If there is a chance, it would be nice to go on a train trip with our beloved. And to do outer space travel with them. Because we walked this path together. So every time is like a dream. Our hearts is always been filled.

Assafaaru

Al yaum yaumul Jumaat. Al haafilah raqm 'asyarah. Ba'da asri daqaa'iq. Rihlah waahidah min fadhlik! Ilal maidan. Hal kullu syay'in bilkhoir? An zuru bil aini. Asma'u bil uzuni Atakallamu bil fammi. Amsyii bir rijli. Aktubu bil yad. Atanaffas bil anfiwar ri'atain. Adhuqu at-ta'am tha'mu bil lisaan. Fii ana amaanillah. Amin ya rab.

Song by him

A French olive oil greasy looking...with a transparent voice, wrapped softly. Yes! its deep! The beautiful husky voice. Its song feeling like a soft breeze, calming people’s heart. Its made together with his heart. It has sweet lyrics that soften your heart, and the acoustic guitar music is so impressive. This song actually can be the reason that your lives can become a little happier. Just a moment.. If i wake up early.. it’s came cross to me, by a fresh mood.. So calming just play this song.. is perfect for it! Listen to it while breathing in the crisp air..of course must listen before sleep, and can sleep with a nice feeling. It will be able to have a nice dream. Yeah...whenever 'he' compose a song it would become great. As always! Compose song with a great lyric.

New shadow face

He sang. Always. Sing, sang, sung. He sang like the taste from the sea. Feeling like rainbow. How a great combination melody and husky voice. And i kept the melody deeply in my heart. yeah..i has feeling. Because i always feel you in me. 7 times. Like drag me to the heaven. But now...it shown new shadow face!

Friday, April 24, 2015

The truth feeling

Listen to this song before I sleep, gives me this special feeling Yeah.. the fresh feeling in the morning. The nature you see, seems to change. Life's so mysteries, I can feel. I observe where the person who has a deep and warm heart to their family and to others. even their heart is full of tears from their past. They remains strong and fighting to all obstacless in life. What the killer smile and flaming personality. Make all of age fall in love with them. Congrats! Congrats! Congrats..I can feel you. Waiting for this time. Tap..tap..tap..with my step! Now the truth is mine!

H Angel

 Bintang ini masih tetap mampu beraksi cemerlang. Mempersembahkan warna pelanginya melalui alunan berfrekuensi lebih 12hz. Ya!pastilah melajukan degupan jantung semua mendengarnya! Sebentar lagi tentu ada saja yang mengganas dan menjadi liar! Hai manusia, sudahlah ia berada di padang tandus. Meladeni muzik kosong. Oh tuhanku. Semoga ada satu lagi keajaiban selepas Cat Steven. Menggunakan bakat mewah itu untuk berbakti meniti ke siratul mustaqim. "...Dan dunia bukanlah tempat untuk bermain-main dan senda gurau belaka" -An'am.